Need some help, opinions.

I am disabled and use a wheelchair to get around and have so for a long time. I think if people kept helping me that I would just give up too. I cannot stand having people help me, but it's a good feeling sometimes, but I can't get too used to it. My advice would be for you to get away and get some distance between you and I think it would be good for both of you. I think your mental health needs it and hers as well. She needs to recover then get some zest back for life and you need to take care of yourself and be happy. Just life is too short to not be happy. I've seen some guys take care of their miserable wives who yell and scream at them and it just isn't right. Go get some distance between you and maybe 3 to 6 months from now things will be different.