How Does This Guy Survive?

Well I am a believer I did preach on the streets in the big cities worked in the emergency room at the hospital prayed for the sick fed the needy as well as was at church even when the doors were closed.
Just before my wife died when she was 46 I found out she was sleeping with men in the churches that we attended. I raised 8 kids by myself the youngest was 2 when she died of cancer. Refused to get on welfare and that made the church people not happy and tried to take my kids from me. I am an honest hard working man I raised my kids the old fashion way to respect others and help the needy and fear GOD. If you think I am being disobedient in GODS eyes that's your belief not mine. Not trying to pick a fight but churches in my eyes are not Godly.

A group of people meeting to worship got is mentioned many times in the New Testament. I can think of one in particular in Acts. We are also called a body with Christ as the head. Paul even expands on this in 1 Corinthians saying that other Christians are the rest of the body and that we need them. If you aren’t attending church then you aren’t involved in the true body of Christ in my opinion. Sounds like you have had some awful dealings with church members in the past and I understand why you feel the way you do but keep in mind. Those men are just men. The Pope Is just a man, billy graham was just a man, we all screw up. Hopefully one day you find yourself in a church again.