Said goodbye to my bud tonight.

God bless you. This is completely normal and your emotions are to be expected. Yoda had a heart attack while I was home. Died in my arms. Still dealing with loss. Was March & had just snowed. Had to go out and use pic ax to break thru top layer to dig grave while she laid dead on my sofa. Haunts me to this day but did what needed to be done. Buried her and decided to have ceremony following day. Posted on Facebook with network of friends & 25 people ended up in my backyard for ceremony. Meant the world to me as whatever you decide with odie will mean to you & family.