I must step away from FABO for a while

A long time go, I lost someone I had expected to marry, we had been dating for a long time and had discussed marriage many times. We were both trying to get our lives and careers on track first, when she was shot to death. I still feel cheated out of a life that could have been, but I will never know how it may have played out.

I am with a great woman now, and truly happy, but it took me a very long time to accept what happened and go on with my life. Just don't give up!