Getting a second chance to live on 7/30/20

I woke up loaded up my grandson Bucket Head And with my new dump trailer hooked up to my almost new 2018 Laramie Longhorn Crew Cab Cummins 4x4. We headed off to sell a load of scrap that had been sitting in my trailer since this past April 2020. Well the time at the metal place isn’t real clear, but apparently I unloaded it 3000lbs and I remember pulling out of their parking lot next thing I remember was sitting at a red light and complaining about the light not changing fast enough.
Next memory I have is waking up in ICU with someone telling me I had a heart attack and totaled my truck. I was alert enough to ask about my grandson. Apparently over and over, they told me he was fine. I just need to take a break and regroup. I was discharged yesterday to come home. I’m very confused so bear with me if I promised something that I haven’t delivered on. I’m going to take some time off and rehab. A while. Thanks for all the well wishers and prayers sent already. Roy