Lost our Granddaughter one year ago today

I'm sorry for your loss.
My wife and I are raising my grand daughter because my daughter has a problem.
It's sad when you hear that she's in jail or prison, and feel relieved to know that at least for the next month or two she won't be found dead someplace.
Right now we have no idea where my daughter is. She fell off the radar again about a month or so ago. I check the jail inmate site every night hoping her name pops up.
The stuff is vile and evil, I can't wrap my head around it.