Thank you SIr...
Del...did you sneak in last night and kick the crap out of me?? :poke::poke:...because I sure am a hurting SOB this morning. Ernies assistance is needed with the neighbor, the guy with stomach/pancreatic cancer....so I am home alone right now. Got 5 out of control dogs that want there breakfast. Thing is I can't really bend over to put the bowls on the floor sooooo....
Thanks. My doc has warned me that the drugs, after a decade+ are indeed going to be a *****. He seriously doubts my plan of being off of them, by the end of January, is going to happen. Plan is...INCOMING.....LOL....two of the dogs were playing tug of war with a toy and flung it..I just got nailed in the face with the remnants of a soggy dog toy..anyway..plan is to get off of the oral meds...even if I am hurting so that the pain clinic can implant a pain pump. Right now all my meds are milligrams..the pain pump is micrograms. And it puts the meds on the source....the oral meds coat the pain receptors in your brain....problem is they don't just go after the pain receptors, they go after everything. I am more or less emotionless. I have 0 desire to do much of anything anymore.
Thank you Sir. I appreciate all the prayers and thoughts I can get. You are right, there is a light at the end of the tunnel.