Opioids...

You are doing the right thing. I have seen that stuff take down people very close to me from all walks of life. One discovery that was shared with me by a co-workers aging wife was taking CBD derived from hemp. In her case the unrefined CBD did not work and she required a water soluble CBD for pain relief. That was interesting coming from someone that was using a singular entity to treat pain. Anyway that might be an avenue for you to work through this. I have sat with a junkie while he slowly passed away in hospice and his regret was tremendous. My Dad was my best buddy and he got swept away by that crap. Still brings a tear to my eye.