Congratulations on getting clean and sober, and keeping it together. I truly wish you the best that life has to offer.
Also, I thank you for an honest opinion as someone who has been there on whether or not injection/consumption sites are helpful. We had a "safe consumption" site here for about 2 years or less, that resulted in a tremendous increase in crime and no measurable reduction in actual harm. It was government funded (of course), and closed after an independent audit found serious financial discrepancies.
