I don’t have the physical ability to do a lot of the things that I want to. I have been paralyzed from the midsection down for over 30 years and my hands are numb half the time and my shoulders won’t allow me to do much of anything over my head or in front of me when I’m laying on my back. This gets worse the older that I get so I have to rely on other people to work on the car for me. I can’t pull myself up over the fender anymore to do simple things.
The barracuda is very close to running and I’m thinking of just taking it to a local mechanic that can get it running for me. The wagon is also running now, but it needs so much work done to it. I hate going to pick up my wagon and cutting my losses and leaving so much money behind there, but it must be done I suppose. I like the old station wagon especially because it has a roof rack on it. I was looking at buying another wagon, but I feel like I’m depressed with the car situation and don’t want to get myself in any deeper. Besides, I have since moved to an HOA, homeowners association, near Orlando where I can’t have all my car projects here at the house anymore like I used to like where I used to live.
I’m not happy where I am living, I’m not happy with relationship stuff, and I’m not happy with the car situation. I’m certainly not happy with my body and healthcare here. If I think about it too much, it really gets to me and I would rather not be here. Know what I mean?
