Lost my temper today.

I don't have that anger issue with objects like cars or projects around the house gone wrong, frustrating of course, usually I walk away and come back latter.
What gets me going is people, rude inconsiderate nasty people. What really gets me going is people who hurt other people.
My sons ex wife just died. She got involved while she was married to my son with another man. He was a guy with a lot of money and he was a coke head..... She and my kid got divorced and she married this POS
They had a little girl together, adorable child....They got divorced at some point. She was doing drugs and booze while married to my son and obvious never stoped....
Her little girl came home last week to find her mother dead on the floor with blood everywhere
It was a alcohol related death according to the autopsy. She had been in rehab and was screwing her sponsor who was also drinking with her.....Yes she had a flawed personality but two loser scumbags just helped her to become addicted..... How does a man live with themselves like those two guys she got involved with? Thats a thing that makes me angry.

Ten years ago I came very close to going at it with a guy in a supermarket....When everything is in place, your anger your depression your frustration you can very easily lash out.....It was late one winter night, I just got home after being at the hospital while my wife got chemo. I got her out of the car, had to almost carry her up the stairs, got her in bed. I had to go to the supermarket. She was weak and I never saw her so sick so beat up.. The day had went bad, when we left the out patient I had to help her walk to the parking garage, it was right next door and she just about made it....I sat her on a bench and she was shivering, I gave her my coat.....I waited and waited for my car and the guy never brought it, after a few people behind me got their cars and left I asked whats up with my car...All the while she is bent over sick cold and this guy keeps telling me next car......Finally I had enough, I told him "the next ******* car out of that elevator better be mine or you'll be calling the police, the guy started to say something and I told him you see how sick she is, you inconsiderate POS,,,shut up and get my car, which he did.
So that set the tone, now im in the supermarket and there is this younger couple shoping....The girl was pretty they were in late twenties maybe earlier thirties....She walks into me by accident and her boyfriend starts to berate her to me for not looking were she was going..... Inside I started to boil, the rage and yes I was jealous.....My wife was into her cancer well over a year, she had major surgery, she was cut from her ****** up mid way her chest. She was bloated with this huge scar, her hair was falling out. She would come home with a canister of chemo strapped to her side and two days later id flush her port and remove the needle and comfort her while she cried and this ungrateful **** with the healthy beautiful woman was talking to her like she was ****. I walked closer to him and I just looked at him, God help him if he opened his mouth....He looked at me and became nervous and they both walked away.....I got into my car and went home to take care of my wife, driving home my eyes were tearing over
I have no patience for people, im very friendly and like to engage people in conversation but the assholes really change me and being not a social media type of guy, I cant handle people who act like jerks, shoot their mouths while behind a key board....the reason im banned on the FBBO
So yes we all get angry, some of us in different ways ....try and control it because its stress and not good