Actually, it is ENTIRELY TRUE and you know it. At this point, I am not even mad at you. I'm actually pulling for you to change your life. "The truth will set you free" as they say.
Do you really think that all these people with negative things to say about your dealings are ALL LYING??? Its insane my man. I know a lot of the people here that have had negative dealings with you and they are good folks. And believe me, there are a bunch more of my friends that are not speaking up that you've done the same thing to. I don't blame them for keeping quiet. Its a dumpster fire. Who needs it.
I will say this. I am a big fan of forgiveness. I wouldn't rule out dealing with you in the future if you would just tell the truth. lol. I have had the good fortune of being forgiven for things in my life and I believe that is really important.
Its up to you though. This whole thing is like a broken record. Keeps happening over and over.
If I may offer some unsolicited advice, why not only buy the parts you can afford?
I can always find fifty things on this site that I want. I don't buy most of it because I'd be broke if I did. Seems like a good place to start.
Good luck to you.