I can now say it’s been years.

2 years is a big deal IMO. You set a goal for yourself and have stuck to it. Kudos! You probably feel somewhat empty in your life because that lifestyle you were living is for drinking. And your proving it's no longer for you so my advice is fill the time void and look for something else to give you a charge in life.... It's all you can do and work in progress on a daily basis....

JW