Lost my temper today.

I used to get mad all the time, but I left the stupid city & live in the middle of apple orchards now.
Not much to get mad at, maybe one of my male cats marking a spot with piss.
Back 10 years ago when I was a street homeless ****** addict I spent most of my abnormal behaviors, I had to be purified by being humbled before I changed (slowly).
My temper will get me nowhere good, it's still there just takes alot to unleash