model career my be over

Man that sucks, while I certainly cannot begin to think about doing what you do and how you model, I loved your posts and creativity. It was just so cool to watch what you would be doing. I would have to have a robot for hands and a lamp shade magnifying glass to work on all those tiny parts. With your talent level, man o man I would not liquidate stuff yet. You might be surprised at how you heal, and your models may help inspire you to heal and give you motivation. Healing is only about 10% physical and about 90% mental. Stay positive and glue on or whatever it is you guys say! Love your work!