Wow, sounds almost exactly like my situation, I've been completely stressed out the last two months or so, not sleeping properly, angry all the time, generally very unhappy. I will be 59 in a couple of months, definitely have thoughts of retirement on my mind, but still have mortgage payments and such. My wife has been on disability for over three years, it runs out next year when she turns 65, so the unknowns add to the stress and anxiety. Then there are the issues at work that just never seem to get any better, old worn out equipment that breaks down frequently, and the company hired a millennial know-it-all last fall for a position that I had been told would be mine. I took yesterday off after leaving early Thursday following yet another equipment failure that I am certain could have been avoided if they would listen to me when I tell them that something is wrong. I was far too pissed to go in and deal with the bullshit again. I have begun to look for other employment, not an easy decision after being there five years, I like most of the people that I work with, but just so tired of the same old shitshow day after day.
