I did something stupid

Come on, man. We've reached out and sincerely tried to help, but you're so damn negative it's hard to stay on your side. Do you want the car or not? I get it, you're tied to a contract or whatever, but how about we talk about plan B, C, D, etc..? Try to stay positive....we are all just trying to help you.

My problem is I'm never negative enough. If I were, I might have enough sense to just stop trying, instead of trying and having things blow up in my face. Then, as now, the despair kicks in.