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Glad you got it on the way. I really hope you change your mind and keep it when you get it. I am way out of the way in Georgia, but I have a 75 F250 HD, Gladys that will pull anything put behind her and would have helped if I was in a better spot logistically. Nobody knows like I do the frustration of things not going your way. Kitty and I live it from year to year, but we keep moving forward. It's tough, but we do it. So I can certainly sympathize with you, but try to be more positive. It does help, even if only a little.