I understand but again it's just not "for me".. My wife watches some lady who puts on her makeup everyday and I don't understand it... One of my friends who says he used to play the guitar and has one is always sending me TikTok videos of someone playing a guitar.. or pictures of mopar's cuz he knows I like mopar's or videos... I get this feeling like he's vicariously living his life through others and I want to live my own life and do the things all myself... I guess those are just the thoughts that go through my head...