Ive become Mr Smith

I'm 44 now. So primed to be the old guy down the street; someone's gotta do it. No kids. Gonna die alone, I know that for a fact. Sometimes it scares the hell out of me, sometimes not. Sometimes I'm sure I'll meet God. Someone I can only imagine going back to the nothingness I was before I was born, and that terrifies the piss right out of me.

The saddest part is being as smart as I am, but not being smart enough to figure out how to leave a legacy.