13.9 A1c

I was in the ICU a few months ago in DKA almost in a coma...my endo couldn't see me for 6 months after!!! I changed immediately!! Been better but, not where it needs to be. Everyday just seems to be a struggle with my blood sugar...So frustrated!! I see an Insulin pump in my future. I have been trying to put it off, I just think I'm gonna break it or, rip out the tube while wrenching or painting cars.