I hate the direction racing is heading

If my car is running it's number and I lose 1st round because I do something stupid I will buy back, because I'm not that good and I need every chance I can get! I haven't gone more than 3 rounds this year with the new motor and it is always my fault not the cars. It sounds like I need more practice, so yeah I'll buy back but I would have to start winning local races before I would spend more than 100 bucks on an entry fee in footbrake.