I’m freekin bored.

I had to come back and add this .

There have been few times in my life when I had the opportunity to see the **** faced grin of someone who has struggled, bled, cried, tempted divorce, to finally hear, see his dream move, make noise, and fire-up, open headers .
That momentary look of shock/realization/absolute glee .
That's payment enuff .
Try it, - it will change you .