Friends that you had to let go.

An update. Jimmy my friend who continued his drinking habits was staying with me. While renting my basement. His health began catching up with his life choices. I found him past way this last fall in my basement after family called and asked that I do a wellness check. Just a day before we were pressuring him on checking himself in the hospital. His health was obvious to everyone that it's heading south. But he knew if he did that it meant an end of his love. His bottles of booze. So he fought against believing he could tough it out one more day. But his heart had a different option.

Some of us believe Jimmy at least went out on his own terms? While other believing he waisted his life. Drunk, then dead at the age of 60. He is survived by his daughter. Leaving very little for her. Although I did what I could for him in the final weeks and days. My belief, as you may guessed, is that he waisted his short time here on earth. Taking far more from friends, family and society than he gave by work and/or effort. But I still miss him. As you can imagine, he could also be fun to hang and drink along. He just couldn't stop.
My sister died at 62. Vodka. Left behind 3 children and several grandchildren. She was a royal pain in the *** with the alcoholism. Constant calling and texting at all hours of the night. You could always at least get one day of peace after each bender. She would be home sleeping it off and licking her wounds. She was not only my sister but one of my best friends when we were young. I offered to take her to rehab stay with her at rehab and bring her home a countless number of times. She would not go. She wanted for nothing as she had a beautiful home with an in-ground swimming pool and her husband paid all her bills but did not live in the same house. My niece found her dead on the kitchen floor. The basement was full of empty vodka bottles.