I'm just glad my son wasint another year older or he prolly would have been alot more upset. Me and my wife were really torn up when he passed but she is over it by now, and im rounding the back stretch so I think by next weekend I might be O.K. to be dogie shopping. but you are right only time can heal this type of wound. And talking about it on hear really helps to. It is easyer when the people you are talking to about things of this matter can't see you crying like a baby. ("stands up with a manly tone and hits his chest")