So our dog just died.....

I understand how you feel. I had this demon Kat from hell. A Siamese that my gf (at the time) said it had to be a Siamese. Well the demon Kat from hell survived her disappearance and subsequent removal of my heart. And when I was forced out of my family home (by other members of the family) the demon kat from hell survived that too. He lived in the 16" trailer with me while the building was going up. NINE MONTHS in that stinkin trailer. And the demon kat from hell was still with me.

Then one day after we'd been in the building a couple of years, he must have slipped out of the big door while a guy was here picking up some parts. And I never saw him again. I felt betrayed. Truly betrayed that after everything else, this lil **** should make a break for it......and possibly fall victim to the roving packs of dogs people seem to let go and be fine with "cause we live in the country". Don't no fuckin strays come round my place any more......

Anyway, it took a while for me to get over that. Him sneaking out to "see the world" or whatever his mindset.Probably been two years now.

i still miss that kat

my condolences