I can't reply to this because I really can't answer the question.
I have went through a divorce recently in which my wife called me up 4 days before the court hearing and tells me "I still love you and I miss you!" She is already living with another man when she told me this! Yes I still love her and I miss her also! I have no one.
I have became cold .... God, church and prayer have been thrown out the door.. sorry spaz! It seems when I get close to God that's when I get hurt the most. I can feel the hate. I try to shed some tears in order to feel better but they will not come. Now the only thing that keeps me from going insane which is my job it's being threatened. I never asked for any of this...