As bad as it may feel now .. It is for the best.
It's like the old girlfriend I had . We were even engaged . I was soooo in love . So in love I didn't even realize how shtitty my life was.
She got drunk every day and I loved her .
She lied all the time and I loved her .
She cheated and I loved her .
She left me for another man and I still loved her ..
I looked for another woman to fill her place . even though I still loved her .
Then one day I pulled my head out of my *** . This moment of enlightenment came one day when I was watching TV I was sitting in my underwear scratching my balls, drinking a beer and enjoying the sound and smell of my own farts. No joke.
My life was great . I mean really, really great . It was at that point that I truly realized how crappy and chaotic my life had been with her and what a disaster the relationship was
I ran into her about a year later . Her new husband was in Iraq. She asked me out for a drink and started the same old sweet talk . I just walked away.