I lost my bestfriend last night!

I am so sorry to hear this. Just like ramcharger, I have been through this 3 times and with our other 4, I know I'll be going through it again someday. Each time, I had to comfort myself by asking myself if I would have rather not had this animal in my life in order to escape the sadness in the end. The answer was & will always be "no". God speed Panda!