Life

well my fiance is has had issues with this problem... and I hate to say it but it has hurt me and her family more then her.... and more then she would ever understand, I am just glad my son wasnt old enough to understand what was happening.... one of the hardest things to see is the emotional effect it has on everything and everyone around you. I myself have dealt with more then one person with this issue and I myself cant say i havnt thought about it as well ( not sure anyone can).
when I was 18 I had to take in my sick father...lost everything I had,my best friend of 19 years died, and found out my mom has cancer along with my son getting hurt and my brother having issues I had to help with I was going through a real ruff time as we all do. One of the most gratifying things I have found growing up is when the cards are stacked against you and you still manage to beat all odds with a big f****** smile on your facee its the most gratifying experience and biggest high I can imagine. When life kicks you in the nuts you push them down out of your throut,shrugg it off, and keep on movin. If you need someone to talk to myself and im sure many members are all here for yah.
Best wishes.
If you need someon to talk to it always helps as well... I did it.