Life

Not worth it man, life is too prescious and whatever is bothering you will be something you will laugh at in years to come.

One of my best friend's committed suicide and his Mother lost her mind over it, his Dad became a severe alcoholic over it and died as a result, and it basically ripped their whole family apart not to mention really wounded everyone who cared about him for the rest of their lives.
I still think about him alot and always feel a blank spot when I go back home knowing I can't look him up to say hello ever again....his Mother stares into space and his Sister and Brother darn near break down even when they look at me when I come home to visit because they know how great friend's we were.
We can shake hands and say hi, but we all know we are thinking the same thing and kinda feel the empty spot where his Brother should be.