Life

dont do it man, its not worth it...besides, you havent even got an a-body yet, so life is not complete!!!! lots of good advice here, and lots more at the docs too...hang in there man and it will all pass...one day when your rowing through the gears in an abody ur gonna think back and be like "damn im glad im still here"...we've talked before man, and we both know its about being tough and hangin in there...good luck!