Life

the most painless way is to not do it at all life can't be that bad when you fell like that just stop and think about how many others don't have it as good as you think about the mom and dad of a small child that isn't going to make it for what ever reason think about the guy you for nothing he did wrong lost his job then his home the his wife and kids i am sorry to say only some stuipd would think about doing that who know tomorrow may bring a better day and you would miss it in Nov 1996 i was put in the hosp with cancer not a good thing i didn't give up got home from that and 10 days later back in dying i had infected all inside where they took out the cancer that took until Aug, of 1997 to get fixed up from that i was hooked up to tubes to keep my insides cleaned out all the time had to give myself 2 shots a day in my belly sometimes the pain was so bad i could take it but did i give up yes some tmes i did i would lay at night and pray to die in my sleep (thank GOD he didn't do as i begged )life was bad but here it is 2010 and im still going and now im 64 years old and the grand dad of 2 little girls that love there poppie so much now im sitting here with a sad HEART think someone feels the way you do my prays are with you keep your chin up things will get better

soory if i got to long winded