I don't get it

unfortunately im in the exact opposite boat as most, right now i have a job thats only two days a week and pays $54 plus tips so as much as i hate it my fiancee pays for almost everything and i put most all my money into whatever i can. she says she doesnt mind but i do. not having a good job sucks. she even pays for some car stuff for me, every chance i get i by he flowers or take her to a nice dinner and i make sure i tell her how much i love her every day, weve been together for 4 years in may