Hi guys and gals. My wife had a massive stroke on July 6th 2019. She passed away the next day on July 7th 2019. I found her brain dead and called 911. She was airlifted to stroke center in Chatanooga Tn. By the time I arrived. they called me and said they have to talk to me before I could see her. They told me there was no hope of recovery. We had talked abt what we would do in such a situation. I signed a "DNR". We were married 35 yrs. I thought I was tough and could handle it on my own! Boy was I wrong. Last week it felt like I was hit by TRAIN. My Dr says I have severe Depression. Outside of finding my wife brain dead, this it the hardest thing, this is the worst thing ever in my life. I dont want to do anything, and it is very difficult to eat. I am messed up big time. I live in country where there are very few people. My wife was from here, but I know damn few people and its tough. I am being treated by Dr and hopefully I will recover from this. The FABO community is the closet thing to family I have. I hope to be back soon. Cudamike13.