I need help in the worst way!

Wow Doogie, sorry to read this. Thoughts and prayers all around!

I have seen more than my share of these types of things in my lifetime and I will suggest you get some grief counseling. It will help. Time will certainly help in this matter too.

Unfortunately it will be with you forever, although our mind has a wonderful way of compartmentalizing it to help relieve the stress of it. The key is to face it, talk it out and move in a positive direction.

Six years later and it seems like yesterday. Images are still there but its getting better. I was in REAL bad shape after this happened and didn’t even realize it. I was avoiding the red meat section at the super market and seeing motorcycles made me extremely uneasy. Now I’m back to grilling steaks and living life. It’s been in the 60s this weekend and Tyler would have been loving it.

This is really the only time I have ever brought personal stuff onto this forum and you all helped out a ton. Thank you.