I fear the almost the same fate bro.My Cindy has problims you would not know it by looking at her but alot of times it goes through my head what the hell am I going to do when she passes,we have been together over 30 years now.I cant see myself going on but will with gods speed.The one thing that gives us hope is we will see each outher once again in the after life.So keep your head up she is waiting for you .Reguards DON.aka snake.