i cut myself off for the same exact reason. it was a really tuff couple of weeks, very emotional. i am not recomending this for you, just being honest.
there were a couple of days that were close.
i was on celexa. i didnt want to take them in the first place, but will admit they helped me get thru being off work while healing a work injury. but they made me NUMB to real feelings. i cant live that way.
i also have quit smoking cold turkey, multiple different hard drugs and alcohol on my own. no rehab! again i am not saying this is for anyone other than me. just giving examples of what it takes to get off of any meds.
i will pm you my number if you ever need to talk it out, i understand.