One small bright light my home-owners paid to replace the gazebo!
I can feel your pain, KP, and wanted to say that the true test of a man is how he finishes, my friend. Sometimes when the storm hits all you can do is stand. But understand, your job now is to do the next right thing, and God will open the doors if you keep the faith and don't give in. I have to remind myself of this on a continual basis, cause things are tough, and sometimes I want to sit down, but if I do, where is the honor in that? So, stand, my friend, until the storm passes and you can run again.
bad thoughts and dreams of, well I do not want to go there...
Im sorry to hear of your troubles.
If your serious about this you need to go see a doctor NOW !!!
Adam I have been talking to someone on and off since my mother past away. It just seem to keep going down hill for my family and I. I have good days and bad...
i'm finding that i've had to narrow my focus lately. keeping busy with a task or a good book helps to kill some of the time that i would otherwise spend sitting around being depressed. don't stop seeing your counselor/doctor/therapist/whatever, if you need the help don't be afraid or ashamed to get it.
i know things will get better for you guys. we are here to help. i'm amazed at some of the great things this group has done for its members in the short time i've been on here. just keep talking about it and we'll work it out one way or the other.
-Tim