Since I only adopt last-chance dogs (old, sick, aggressive, disabled), I know it feels like a part of you has been ripped out.....
I saw a story posted here....here is another:
An angel saw that mankind was trying to be good, so decided to grant them any wish they wanted. And people chose wealth, thinking that would make them happy.
And it did, for a short time...until they found out that it could not buy them love or friendship...indeed, all anyone ever wanted from them was what they could buy for them...so they went back to the angel and said they did not want wealth any more...
The angel told them to pick something else. And they did. They chose friends....surely friends would make them happy? The angel gave them many many friends, but the friends got jealous of one another...they fought, they became petty. The people went back to the angel to return the friends.
The angel asked what they wanted instead....the people looked around, and saw dogs....they were cute, and fun, and furry, and seemed nice....so they asked for dogs.
The angel looked sad....and the people asked, what was the matter?
The angel replied, "you have chosen tears."
The people did not understand...they had chosen dogs, not tears!
But the angel explained, "Dogs will give you everything they have, their love, their companionship, their protection, their company. They will never judge you, compare you, or ask for anything other than your love in return. They will be loyal to you until their last breath."
The people still did not understand! They insisted on dogs....and so the angel gave them dogs.
But the dogs did not live long, and the people cried....their hearts broken...empty spaces left inside their souls....they cried....tears.
When you choose dogs, you choose tears.
Linda