What you need my friend is a "Dad" who's a mechanic who can spend some time with you, by that I mean an uncle, friend whoever, who is willing to teach you a few things
If you have not, I would recommend you take some sort of auto shop class
And as mentioned, find some books. I learned a LOT of what I learned by reading, by doing. I'm an old guy. There was no internet when I was trapesing around.
The thing is, here, brakes are one of THE most important systems on your car. Probably neck and neck is suspension and tires. The engine, heater, radio, other, is not important.
If you cannot steer, control, STOP your car, you are in big big trouble
My point is you need someone who can oversee this and keep you out of trouble.