I was given three options from the surgeon:
Euthanasia.... I talked to an older (close to 60) buddy of mine here who has had many dogs, most rescued. He played the devil's advocate and said "Joe, are you sure you not being a selfish SOB and just prolonging her pain so you can still have her by your side? I know dogs and they'll be by your side 'till their last dying breath no matter how much they are suffering. Is this really what you want? A dog that will be in pain for the rest it's life? I'm not telling you what to do but I have to put this in front of you. You gave her 4 years that she never would have had unless you rescued her and there are plenty of dogs that need your help too." Well damn, he's got a point........ BUT!!! Maxi has been by my side through a loss or a fiance', a loss of house, a loss of my job, a loss of my mom. I OWE her.
Surgery..... 2500 bucks plus long time care and no gaurantee that she will be the dog she once was. 75%-80% chance is what I was told.
Custom splints, changed every 10 days and than an orthotic splint custom made here in Colorado. She may have to wear it the rest of her life. The custom splints are x money every 10 days and the custom orthotic is 900$. She'll look a bit like Mad Max and maybe have to have it forever.
The amount of care it's going to take is incredible......That little pucker opening on the front of her cast is so I can stick my finger in there and feel her toes. If she's agitated that means that the cotton lining has compressed and is allowing movement of the tarsal joint, if her toes are cold that means that an infection has set in and there's swelling that's cutting off her blood supply. I have to monitor this at least three times a day.
She has just crawled out of her crate so she can see me here in my office. I have to let Merlin in now.... He's thrilled that Maxi is not the top dog. He pissed on her though her crate when I went back to work. Paybacks a *****.....
I chose the Mad Maxi option. I just don't have the money for the "Maybe" surgery and choose to put in the time for her to try to fix herself. I just can't put her down, no way. She still hasn't really ate yet, but she's home. I know she hurts but they gave me some good drugs for her. I'm just trying to do my best.... If I had the money, she'd be bionic..... :-D