70DartMike
Too many projects
I am just posting this before I go to work today, I had a somewhat terrible evening.
The girlfriend told me she is leaving me for another guy, a guy who I know, and a guy who knows how much I love her. She also said she has started doing coke, for about a week now. She also said she was going to give up on raising her daughter, and give her daughter to the daughter's grandparents. When I got upset, she told me she was sorry, but that this was all for the better. Obviously I cannot understand how this is for any better, we were doing so good, or at least I thought. Then later on, she was crying, and told me she is tired of letting everyone down all the time, and told me this was the last time I would be talking to her. When I asked what she meant, she said she was going to end her life tonight. I begged her not to, told her how much she meant to everyone, to me, but she wouldn't listen to any of it and hung up on me, then wouldn't answer the phone again. I pray that she will be safe, and re think all this through.
One of the hardest parts is, her 4 year old daughter was just beginning to trust me enough to call me 'Papa'.
The girlfriend told me she is leaving me for another guy, a guy who I know, and a guy who knows how much I love her. She also said she has started doing coke, for about a week now. She also said she was going to give up on raising her daughter, and give her daughter to the daughter's grandparents. When I got upset, she told me she was sorry, but that this was all for the better. Obviously I cannot understand how this is for any better, we were doing so good, or at least I thought. Then later on, she was crying, and told me she is tired of letting everyone down all the time, and told me this was the last time I would be talking to her. When I asked what she meant, she said she was going to end her life tonight. I begged her not to, told her how much she meant to everyone, to me, but she wouldn't listen to any of it and hung up on me, then wouldn't answer the phone again. I pray that she will be safe, and re think all this through.
One of the hardest parts is, her 4 year old daughter was just beginning to trust me enough to call me 'Papa'.