I would if it weren't so blasted cold up here. That and I've run out of money for it at the moment. I plan on hanging out with friends as soon as I can. The funny thing is, I wasn't looking when I found her. Dude, first relationship. Also, getting dumped was my biggest fear of getting into one. Which is probably why it took so long for me to get Into one in the first place. Now that I've experianced it, even though I think I felt something for her, I've found out that it isn't so bad. First time is always the hardest. As for my sentence structure, bugger off. I guess try was the wrong word to use. While it felt right, I tried to make it go smoothly and it really felt like i was actually doing something right even though I had no idea what in the hell I was doing. And it wasn't that hard at all. So I guess what I should have said was that I tried to make it work and it didn't seem to require very much effort on my part at all. The fact that she didn't break up with me for that reason might have meant that I was doing something right there too. Thanks Asa, even if nothing happens maybe while we won't get back together the just friends thing could still be there, ATM I'm doubting that though. Too late, I listened to fade to black about 25 times on repeat. No I'm not in that in "that place". It just fit. Bah, they're all German chicks. I live in the Germantown area. After seeing those all the time they loose their appeal. sorry for the wall of text guys. Just kinda needed to get this off my chest.